# posted by Knitnerd | So, it looks like we're going to make it through another week, but we're just barely squeezing by. Joe not working has put a major drain on our money. It's our own fault for not having hardly anything saved, but still...I don't know. I found a job I thought he might like and I showed it to him. He liked it and he'll be able to go to school with the hours, but it's just a matter of getting it. Jobs at colleges can be very competitive. Speaking of jobs, still no word on mine.I recently found out that I would be "expected" to cover evening hours in a different area. Ugh-no!I end up completeing someone else's job while I'm up there and I don't like it. I'm being treated like a damn student assistant again and I won't have it. So, needless to say, I'm looking for another job. Joe says I can quit if I have something else lined up. Hopefully for more money. But, I've got four jobs to apply for, so we'll see. The problem is just how long it takes to get hired anywhere for goodness sake. I'd like to pick up a class or two in the fall at NKU, but I'm not sure if the money or even the time will be there. Who knows? I know I shouldn't worry so much, but it just seems like there's so much to worry about any more. I'm hoping things will straighten out soon.

Joe's still talking about joining back up and go back in. Army this time. I'm so undecided about it. Sometimes I think it would be a great idea, other times, I'm not so sure. I mean, my work, our families, my school, everything is here and I'm not sure I want to leave all that. I feel like this is being incredibly selfish, but on the other hand, we've always considered Joe first. (We're both guilty of that.)

Being an adult sucks. What with marriage, family, jobs (or lack thereof), having no college degree, among other things, sometimes makes life a hard row to hoe. There are so many if onlys I wish I could go back and pursue. I'd be in such a different place by now! But, I guess it could be worse. It's just hard to remember that sometimes. http://knitnerd.diaryland.com/index.html http://knitnerd.diaryland.com/index.html | comments

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